If you want to be successful in life with no problem, stay away from gambling and anything related to it,that poverty you want to eradicate might end up eradicating you, the incredible lust for greed and unwanted satisfaction, it’s the biggest mistake and addiction you can ever enter…… I release my soul today, I end my long years of pain and suffering of this world…I am tired of lying , disappointment and intentionally subjecting myself to pain and suffering of the world…… I have lost a lot, I have loose friends over this and I have made people hated me for my actions…
I have cost a lot of people grief and made myself a shadow of my dream,it’s as if something else has taken over me and my attitude…I don’t know myself, I’ve run into countless debt and done things I shouldn’t have laid myself into….
Most people who advertise gambling sure games are just into debt as anyone else, they won’t tell you the truth as they want to drag you into suffering too…. I have lost a lot a lot and more than I can ever imagine I would lost …..
Over 3 million of my savings and people’s money in a period of four yes, I wish I wasn’t in the room that day my brother introduced virtual colour to me on bet9ja…… I was bright, smart and a promisng young guy, these life totally ruined and everything I had dream I would be….
I don’t smoke, drink or womanize, just this gambling habit has taken everything from me….I don’t have anything to my name….
It’s better I stop causing pain to my family and to everyone around me, I’m sorry to my mum and dad for taking this decision to end myself, it won’t be easy and it won’t be easy….
If I thought I would come this world again , I would choose not to gamble again, not to devil being greedy and not to do things that will cost me of my dream and prospect…
I have a school fees of #230,000 to pay before 4pm and the devil took over me last night and lost every penny to gambling spree…. I wept and cried and cried because the money came through most of my family and friend contribution…. I was supposed to have gone for my nysc this year but this ruined my life and stopped me from graduation….
I don’t know how to go about this….my m must not hear this and my dad I haven’t paid…. I already got sniper yesterday night, and I have gone to a lone place to end myself if in 3 hours I can pay my school fees…..
I wish I never have to come to this decision…
I need help , please I need help…. I need God intervention to pay this money before it closes, I need Rehabilitation if God can pull me through these…..
3pm is gradually cracking in on me,… I’ve messaged countless people to meet up this deadline….
